Archive for the ‘Rants!’ Category
nonsense
i am supposed to be concentrating on the innumerable projects that i have but i just have to say something that randomly struck me. you know, i just have to say it, but those bombers and their ilk deserve a place in hell. they’re not jihadists but murderers. can’t they see the contradiction? since when [...]
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if
i wish i could do more, than just helplessly watch a dream being halted. actually, im trying, but i guess not hard enough.
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figure
i feel like im just a helpless child, and all my words are of no substance, and i have no solid achievement to show for anything, and without the ability to make a difference. maybe i should just shut up. it saddens me to know i am just an empty figure, just a girl who [...]
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pensive
one thing i really wish for is to become a much better athlete, i envy you so much because you put your heart and soul into it and it shows, with your dedication and neverending pursuit to attain a higher level. you’ve been places i can only dream about, but i’m really glad for the [...]
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vent
i havent been feeling top of the world of late. no, not with warning emails, high fever that would go on for almost a week, and a feeling that im the biggest loser in the world. fully recovered now, and still.. im feeling so frustrated because its the holidays and im bored out of my [...]
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im hungry
call me crazy but i enjoy throwing and getting thrown about, and jujitsu fits the bill. (and now my knee is taking the punishment) i have been pondering over the past few days and i realised that after 5 years, i want something new. i dont really want to do silat anymore. then again, its [...]
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trng camp
in the days of training camp, i learnt so much about myself. and i realise what a wasted person i am. i seek perfection but i can’t apply and execute when it matters most, i turn cold so easily, i get frustrated when i know im not performing and it can piss me off so [...]
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i have a major problem with my laptop. when i first got it, it was running on Vista OS. my mistake was to not bother about creating recovery disk, thinking that i could find it on the market. so during self-certification, i had to install XP to support the school system and dual-boot screwed up [...]
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